Post by Eri on Feb 5, 2011 2:00:11 GMT -6
He laughed at me and I was suddenly curious if I was coming on too strong. At least for the lady he certainly seemed to think I was. I mean, if he was even mildly perverted I bet he knew what I was insinuating with every comment. Of course he could be entirely too gentlemanly and figured that I was just in shock or something from my 'traumatic' experiences just this night. He spoke though, derailing those thoughts and I actually giggled before biting the sound back, still grinning. "Ummmm.....well, damn.....ummmm." I chewed on my bottom lip a little before tilting my head a little. "Well, I dunno....maybe you'll see something you want in my apartment?" I grinned, wanting to offer what he held in his arms, but figuring it was a bit too early to come off that blunt. You know, I was starting to love his facial expressions. Ah well, I really didn't put much thought into it. I always found something to love about everyone I wanted to be with. Dunno why, it just, kinda happened. Like the guy from before? I was well, fascinated with his hair. I was driven from my thoughts when he'd actually pulled me closer and I smiled softly up at him. I did like he seemed to smile a lot. It meant that either I was funny, which wouldn't surprise me, or that he was just a naturally happy person. Or both, which would be the best of both worlds.
I twitched slightly at his sighing, wondering if I'd done something wrong. I didn't think I had. Of course, hiding my true gender probably was a pretty wrong thing to do. Of course he seemed to brighten up a bit and I was just as relieved really. I liked his smile, I really really did. I lifted an eyebrow when he said he didn't have anything tying him down? He didn't have a girl-friend? How was that possible? Surely some girl wanted to be with him! Unless, there was something horribly wrong with him? I peered into his face a bit intently. Nah, he was good, I knew that much. I dunno what it was but I couldn't place him in the same category as like, well, Uriki, there was nothing truly dark about him I really think, at least nothing seemed off about him which was a plus. I nodded a bit when he asked not to be upset if he couldn't answer me. "Of course! 'Cause it'd have to be important for ya not to be able to come right?" I giggled, frowning inwardly at my lack of eloquence. Oh well. Of course, I wanted him to always be able to come to me, not from necessity, but rather want you know? And at least I told him I'd need him to save me from boredom so I wouldn't have to make up a lie to want to see him.
When I didn't get a reaction from him I panicked for a moment, thinking he didn't really like teeth. I'd be royally fucked then, at least if we actually got to the fun and games I liked to play. Yes, I liked, no, loved, using my teeth. Some of my partners loved it as much as I did or even more, and some hated it. I smiled when he said he'd try to hurry. Did he actually want to hop into bed with me? I certainly hoped so! Damn I was such a whore. I did smile softly, shivering a little at his tone, biting back a giggle when he blushed and tried to cover himself. "I'm sure you can keep me warm." I smiled softly, resting my head against his chest easily. If I had been a cat I doubtlessly would have been purring. I suppose it was a good thing that I was a human then. He might have been weirded out if I could actually purr like a cat. Of course, since he didn't know I was a guy yet....oh well, he'd find out, soon enough.
He was silent after my words and I knew it was the wrong to say. It's just, he was so quiet. He sighed, looking down at me and I looked down, waiting for the usual 'no'. I chewed a bit on my lip, bracing myself internally for the answer. I glanced up when he spoke though, a bit confused when he stuttered. Was he unsure of himself then? I almost hoped he was, blinking a little when he looked away. This was certainly becoming quite, well, awkward, there was no other word I could think of that would suit it. I frowned a bit at his words. I was going to speak, and had just opened my mouth when he started talking again. I smiled softly. I was quiet, thinking how I wanted to word my answer, eyeing him when he spoke again, frowning a little bit. That's the thing, I didn't know what he was gonna be like to be with him, and I suppose, that's what was intriguing to me. I mean, he'd just saved me from quite an interesting predictament that many people had just walked away from. He was different that was certain, and I wanted to be around him, see what other surprises he had up his sleeves. He spoke again, saying he wanted to give it a whirl. I leaned up, trying to pull him into a proper kiss before pulling away. "Well, if there's something you wanna know about me. Just ask away, I have nothing to hide." I said, smiling brightly. Never mind that I'm really a dude. I glanced down the street, grinning a bit when I saw the face of my building. "Not much longer." I murmured quietly, and suddenly a bit worried about what would happen once we were in my apartment. I guess, I'd have to wait and see if he actually wanted to play my games before I'd admit to him I was really a guy. It's all I could do, especially since I didn't want to risk being dropped on my ass, for the second time again. Selfish? Just a touch, but it's not like I was going to wait for him to start undressing me to tell him. I knew better than to do that.
